I just did some soul searching
Noticed I'm sitting in the dark, crying all alone... hurting!
Not physically
Somewhat mentally
But I can never be too certain because my mind is sooooo gone that the long journey to find it doesn't seem like its worth it
I'm writing this shit on purpose
Releasing my anger with my words and...
Keeping my car from swerving... into a lake or a puddle
I'm needing a random phone call telling me “I LOVE YOU”
Hell No... this isn't a suicidal note!
Its just something that I feel that I must do
To my anger I'm saying Bye, Bye, Bye!
But in the deep corners of my mind I'm saying Why, Why Try?
I'm thinking... How do I get my mind to be in sync with my words
How do I get the adjectives that describe me to coincide with my verbs... my actions
Like when I describe my mental instabilities caused my these atypical distractions
And as you can see
In speaking generally... to let my problems go free poetically is not a typical reaction
I'm just gonna keep my hospitality stacked and get rid of the bullshit like fractions subtracting
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