Let Go- May 3, 2009

My love for you was co-signed by my hate for fakeness
Not only your curvaceous body but your will for greatness
So why do fools fall in love?
Is it because the simple thought of you watching me from across the room is making me blush
Is it because having my hands wrapped around your body is making me lust
But...I might have been a fool from the get go
But I've wizened up and learned to let go
They say love is pain but your presence is unbearable like strep throat
Ya you had me from hello and now I say goodbye
I mean I-I-I don't want to leave
And I also don't want to grieve
But still I dont want to see....... You again...
The mere picture of you painted in my memories disrupt me
As I stand here I say this abruptly
You will not be the death of me
With your blind eyes you will not see the best of me
Its like your the C and I'm the O
You stand here incomplete while I'm standing in front of you complete and whole
I'm shutting out all the bullshit while your left with a gaping hole
There was no ring attached to your finger so we don't have to break a contract so I'm gonna just pack up my shit and go
Yes ladies I'm flying solo
Not so low that you can't see me in the club watching you shaking your stuff and smack the nigga that's passing behind you from grabbing you butt
That's a no no
I won't put my hands on her cause I'm looking for love and not looking for lust
As I was towards her I see that I'M making you blush
Its obvious the DJ is doing his job because I asked her your name and as you answered I didn't hear a thing because the ringing from the highs of the speakers are making my ears throb
So I pull out the Sprint Treo and let it do its job
She put down her name and number and I said I'll you tomor'.. row
Could you imagine if I had never let go
If I had never let go then I would've been left home alone while my then girl was in the club dancing to get low
She's chanting to the windows to the walls
And I'm staring from the windows to the walls
Trying to find a clue not knowing that I just needed to take in a deep breathe and pause
Trying to hold it in my face turned pale and I just had to let go
You thought you could be a cover girl but you was just easy, breezy
No I'm calling out any names and I'm also not calling you sleazy
But just like my breathe I simply couldn't hold onto you forever
And now I'm happy with my wife to be
She's my oxygen pump and I'm breathing in only breathes of fresh air