Warmth for the soul…
Feel it disperse the cold that once hugged your bones
Lonely nights no longer have to feel so lonely…
While they’re away, let the warmth from this liquid treasure substitute for your loved one’s hold
Take a sip and reminisce on the words you were once told
“I love you…” (whisper in your mind)
Now you’re smiling through your sadness
Think back to memories of your last kiss
Take in a deep gulp of your reality…
Now you are no longer supping on your memories…
The riddles of your thoughts are creating a masterpiece
Let your love be a mural painted on your face
Let your love drenched aroma spread through the room like the smell of warm coco does and sooth the souls of others
No one beside, in front, or above
I’m talking unconditional love…
A forever-fiery love, so unconditional air conditioners and fire fighters couldn’t grasping this blaze in their glove
I’m talking of a love with a hold so strong its clinches’ strength is more prohibiting than how the back in the day chains on the slave ships was…
When I say clinch I mean a bond
When I say a bond I mean the joining of two segments like the almost immovable segments on the chain your wearing
Only difference is that on a chain, the joining segments coming in the hundreds, but a love like this only needs two
In a better world a chain should be a symbol of togetherness, I’m thinking maybe our communities should follow suit…
But back to this unconditionally conditioned love…
Conditioned in terms of the molding of this almost perfect union
A bond almost more sacred than some churches’ communion
A love that glows and grows
The kind seen from afar that can keep strangers’ noses flaring
I’m talking that one voice that you just love hearing
The one for whom your life you’re willing to be sparing
A lot is put on the line for this kind of unconditional love
Now that you can think back to when you had friends but still had no one to give you a hug, you’re so damn happy you found out how having a love that is unconditional was…
To me, now when i hit the club its always the same shit
Da same fake smiles
Da same fake face lifts
Sometimes wishing they ugly ass would borrow da hockey mask from Jason
Its like its da same ol' DJ
Same ol' Drake shit
Its like they be breaking bread off the total profit that Drake gets
Dont get me wrong this shit here isnt a Drake diss
But his flow got old, he was just warming you up for Greatness
Which is this..
You witnessed..
That nigga giving out his digits
To a ugly girl, but on her chest she got to migits
She got a number, so now she glad...
Gave it up, without wondering where his kids is..
Or 'kids are'
My slip up's are rare and have you guessing like, ''was that just a shooting star?''
But lets not forget about what we are...
Talking about...
Do you like how my movie paused?
Cause you was picturing a dude and a ugly girl
She's working da dance floor and sweating out her perm
Then this dude got like Howard Stern, and nasty in her ear
He gave da his number to the girl with the biggest breast in the world... And she gave it up without a care...
Free your mind.. Let the birdie out the cage
Dont let them domesticate your thoughts and season your memories with aregino and a hint of sage
The world is in living color.. no longer black and white.. I remember when the safe zone used to be gray
These days if you wanna be safe your favorite color on the color wheel has to be beige
Its funny how in life things do change
Friends are now used-to-be-friends
And those that used to be an enemy are now thought of as a friend to me
Not as a friend that i can confide in
But one that can tell me where the location of a 'good time' is
See.. there's alot of bad minded people that get what they want through misconception
Seeing you fall gives them a minor erection
They dont care if your in a stand-still as long as they see their own progression
Coming from a past of depression
A life of aggression
A victim of cultural suppression
But as in all humans, sight is an obsession
Seeing the bright light at the end of the path naturally opens the pupils
Gazing into an object that overwhelms you with hope and makes your images of the future more fruitful
The light is getting more and more dim, so ever second is crucial
But at the same time the light touches your skin and makes you more youthful
All I need is her smile
Earth warming like the sunrise
I guess you should call her my Little Miss Sunshine
She speaks to my soul thru my mind
She stays there 24/7
No doubt that there really is a heaven
Cause I know that she was sent to me
God’s second-sting Adam and Eve
Cause she is a part of me as I in she
She is my fruit, my un-forbidden treat
God forbid me ‘not to eat’
My Little Miss Sunshine…
Our reality still amazes me
If the “un-“ in the “un-forbidden” line was written in my handwriting, I hope God forgave me
Many times… On many occasions negatives and positives attract
But what about when my negative and her negative both subtract
THEY as in US as in WE became a POSITIVE but unluckily with every positive, negative karmas attach
Not gonna be a product of my environment
Where carrying a gun is a requirement
Everybody killing each other to get the same respect that the big time suppliers get
They aim at the schools… But they didn’t get this dude… I slipped through the holes of their fishing net
Only with my mind and my words I shall bear arms
Accompanied by a smile and a bit of unusual charm
Ya sure… You may have idolized the antagonistic traits of the movie stars… But that’s how all teenagers are!!!
Thank God for mentors!
A positive image for you to sketch your life’s morals to
Not saying you have to become that person’s part II
You have to be you own person… Not another person’s sequel
Make good ethical decisions and treat other’s equal
Be on the positive side of the statistics of our people
Lets stop the violence…
That gangster life is lethal!!!
The future is proven to be the area of the unknown
You could've had a wonderful day, but you never know whats waitin for you when you come home
It could be a phonecall with sour news, or someone hiding in your closet with their gun drawn
The future can hold smiles and sunshine, but to often bullets rain and we get word of another gun crime
Isn't it sad that within the safety of your home your really not safe
You try to furnish your home but theives see it as just bait
Its a thrill to them, the rules are quick in and out, and they time themselves to see how long they really take
You see in the future they are still going to play they're little games
But in this game we also have some moves to make
If MLK non-violently faught for freedom, that means we have the freedom to stop the voilence and live in peace
Take back whats ours and stop the bloodshed in our streets
Stop the elementary way of thinking... these problems we face today are all one in da same... what made you think you owned that jungle gym
The killers dont care, seems like they dont get a harsh enough sentencing
Turf wars with you boys saying that they represent
Wearing reds and blues, they skip class missed out on the history lesson on what the colors stand for, then lay died on the corner not knowing what bright future God had in store for them
Staring at you like a full course meal
Nervous… Wondering if I should really tell you how I feel
Sticking to my Rule #1… so I gots to keep it real
My feelings I can no longer conceal… So I walk over in hopes of letting you know exactly how I feel…
If I don’t wow you in the next two minutes… I will get up and walk away… do we have a deal?
Ya… you fine but that’s not the belly of this story
Don’t worry… Imma get to talking about your belly in a moment
About me… Let’s see… The “damn you sexy” lines… I don’t condone them
If my boys started doing that I would simply disown them
But back to you Miss Lovely
I see you in ten weeks replying saying you love me
Sending me text messages that are all lovie dovie
Got you smiling so much that niggaz on my jock wishing that they was me
You light up the room… you caught my attention like a glove
Alone with your smile comes a heart full of love
Alone with your love comes your natural urges to be a mom
Alone with those urges comes the kids
I can see it now… Damn what a lovely life we live…
I know we just met but I see my future living in side you… and at this very moment… to you… all my love… I’m willing to give…
I’m don’t mean to be rude…
But I can also hear your body calling
Not rushing… don’t worry… I want our first time to be after we both realized that we have falling
Coming up to my two minute mark… Am I to walk away from your love? Or are sweep you off your feet and you’re willing to put your all in
In love with you I how I want to spent the rest of my days…
If I’m not near you boo… you can feel me if you put your hand next to where your heart is…
Footprints in my memories
…Us with no shoes on
Love seeing your trail beside me
…Hope you never move on
You cupped me in your tray (trey)
And hit high notes like you was da new Songz
Its stunning that im the same age as the young fella when Stella got her groove on
Played Russian roulette…
You shot me down and clipped my wings
Kept me for yourself…
A worker in a kitchen with no stove
…We keep it sizzling near the sink
Stop… Think!!!
Picture this…
Living life with……......
No Air to breathe…
Living life with no you equals the same to me
Not trying to sound like Mario with how do I breathe
But I got a question for you…
How could I leave?
Call me a theif
My heart filled with greed
But you’re the only thing that I took because you’re the only thing that I need
You leaving me equals a heart filled with grief
But without further ado
I’ll take my heart out of this song
And devote my all to you…
If you kill… you take a life
Break a family… touch a life
Not with a soothing touch or feeling of like
You didn’t think that far… just pulled da trigger back in spite
Should’ve signed up for the military if you wanted to join in on the fight
Everybody always talking and flossing a nine or a tec
They take the easy route… squeezing and aiming only takes them a sec
But don’t bother to read between the lines… unless they’re reading about enemies location that they just got in a text
They killed your friend… you killed theirs back… soon they’ll be back for da next
Police are either too crocked or too tired of wasting time with these fools
Gang violence and gun talking flooding into the schools
Bandanas of different colors matching their tagging on the walls… tell me do you think these assholes really give a f**k about the rules
Not even a week in… and already TWO dead bodies
Not even a week into the New Year and they won’t be able to enjoy it with their families
What a travesty!!!
A cry for help if you ask me
Young men now living a life of crime to later be locked up for life trying to guard their a** cheeks
I know old school killers… some that did 25 year or more
They’ll tell you they wish they never done it… there’s nothing like four walls with a door
A door that you’ll never own the key for
They didn’t have the freedom that we take advantage of
They weren't able to feel the affection of a loved one simply giving them a hug
So young men and women… instead of killing and stealing and reliving the tragic lives of past criminals that will either kill you or put you behind bars…
Give a hug… share some love… steer your life away from being a thug…
Just remember you cannot account for any other life but YOURS!!!!
More than qualified
My ray of sunshine
I cherish our quality time… you know how to take my attention off of my worries and help me unwind
You keep me calm and prove to me that “there’s no love better than mines”
I completed one of life’s greatest achievements
I found “The One”!!!
Never any complications
Maybe a hater here and there but we never study their egotistical masturbations
In your heart I take my lifelong vacation
You hold my heart… there’s no hesitation
I love you just the way you are
I branded her smile on my heart… so her warmth is never too far
There’s no way God could have made two
No other heart in this world could share a love with mines that would be the precise definition of ‘true love’
Love that no distance can break in two…
All I got is my body and my soul
My mind and my words
But I don't have you...
Though I have all that I have... I need YOU to make my life complete
YOU...
Are... Sooooo... Beautiful... To... Meee...!
Your skin so soft and eyes so deep
I can't wait for the day that our lips will meet
Never in my life have I tasted a treat so sweet
This is intense...
Just from sensing your presence is a present
If this is wrong... If God spares my life I'll ask for forgiveness and repent
Cause if I don't get this off of my chest then my heart will be filled with resent
Well reality is...
I don't want you...
I need you!
I carry you in my heart so I can never forget you if I catch amnesia
I played with heart like lego's while mines crumbled and I need you to help me put back together all the pieces
If you are food you'd be my Lucky Charms
I'll be your Captain Crunch
We can walk through life as we hold hands
From the moment you say yes my life will be GRRRRREEEEEEAAAAAATTTTTT like Tony Da Tigger's slogan
Everything has a flaw but you're finer than the finest diamond
Your only flaw is you don't have me as your man...
As I sit here and ponder
My mind grows legs and begins to wander…
Off into a galaxy…
That is probably…
Not somewhere that I would normally be able to naturally breathe…
But here, I don’t need trees
All I need is a lung to breathe……… in you!
You’re such a breath of fresh air
You’re the lamp to my light and the sharp to my knife
Without you, life would be pointless like a ticket without a flight or a handlebar without a bike
I’ll be scarred like Simba without a his dad or comedy show without a laughs
In Upendi…
Love is somewhat trendy…
Seasonal—ly makes you feel ways you never felt before
It makes you go through things that you can never be prepared to endure
And shows you a person’s compelling side that you’ve never seen before
I need you to keep my life on the right track, but you better stay on point before you get penalized like a toll road and I’m forced to take a detour
Ok So I thought I was quite sure
I was confident but lost my confidence when I saw her standing right there
From your beautiful smile, to when we locked eyes when you caught me in mid-steer
I think its kinda obvious that Im feeling like Chingy cause Im feeling that girl thats standing right thurrr
I better get my game tight cause I dont wanna grill her with a lecture
Plus a girl this beautiful not getting hollad at on a regular basis is quite rare
So lehme think what Im gonna say
Dont want to come off too strong or come off fake
Or be like a lame and blurt out "wipe cum offfice
You know, show her my true colors but still come off saved
Count down 1 2 3 I gotta hit this out the park cause I want her to land on my home plate
Should the ice-breaker be Hey, how you doing?
Or should I just start out with a Hey just to test and see if your English is fluent
I better hurry up before this moment is ruined
Wish me luck Youll be able to tell by the next time we chat if shes running round my bases or if I blew it!
How could I loose you, though I never had you
I can't bring myself to say I lost... cause I never had to!
Hopefully when I reminise this 'll be something I'll be able to laugh to
It's like you tore my heart with glass boo
Leaving fragments of memories and the jokes we used to laugh to
Like a cigarette addict, I take breaks to enjoy time with you
I can't help it...
Now I'm thinking, "Georgie you need to get a grip dude"
Now the sight of your soft pink lipz make me blue like a crip dude
Why can't I be obnoctious and heartless like Kanye and tell your ass to "kick rocks or... bitch move" like Ludacris do
But this 'll be the fight that Ludacris lose
Cause I'm tryna push away the memories but that aint tryna move
Infatuation is like masterbation of the mind
It may feel good but its not the real thing
Like con-joined twinz... Letting go is a hard thing
It's like getting stabbed in the back or punched in the face with a large ring
I guess your guessing who or what I'm saying yes to
Could it be a yes to the idea of a new mindset or a new look on life from a new point of view
I'm not saying that this is a yes to all things you do as an individual
Because a no means no
And until the no means yes you need to apparently slow your role
Like the science behind the a question that is rhetorical
Why you think on a survey there are yes, no’s, but no maybe’s
There’s no need for a maybe…
Because maybe the word yes that say to me can mean no to someone that was wanting you to say no to me so that they can receive a yes because you said no to me
What exactly does the word maybe do?
Besides confuse you
Or makes you interpret what the person that said it was trying to say from your point of view
All I’m trying to say is make sure your message is delivered clearly and precisely
No gray areas…
Just black and white
A positive and negative
I give off a positively negative vibe when someone tries to drive his or her maybe statements
Therefore my next statement just maybe “BULLSHIT”
Its either a yes or no…
I got lost through the struggle…
Today I gotta find me
In order to succeed I gotta feast on these evil streets
To achieve I got believe in the better three
Friendship, Love, and Family
Cause if I wasn’t friends with –that kid… then I would’ve never learned how much love from family and friends really meant to me
He was all alone through his adolescent stages
Didn’t grow up on home cooked meals like breakfast with orange juice, flapjacks, and bacon
Instead he took in rice and honey and whatever other nutrients he was able to take in
But his days got brighter and his stomach got bigger as his moms got her act together and took care of her responsibilities……………
……So I thank the Lord for my family!
And I pray for the all the souls that have cared for me!
I remember when I never know that I could make tomorrow a better day
All it takes is me willing to carry on my life in a better way
But you can’t keep rushing… you gotta move at a better pace
Just keep you faith in God and you’ll find a better place
And Lets Make Tomorrow Is A Better Day…
I aint gon’ lie… I got cruel intensions
I got pictures in my mind of your body being fully suspended
Imma let you know on da real… I see Me in You with full protection
Hot as fuck in da kitchen with no oven… I’m warming up my babycakes with no need for convection
I just wanna give you some love and affection
No strings attached so… no worries or any personal afflictions
No missionary but my mission is to make you cum
I wanna make your legs tremble so much that they go numb
You’re my diamond in the ruff but no need for a ring on my tongue
So call me on you day off
So I could have your eyes rolling back and have you biting your lips so much that you take all of your lip-gloss right off
Round 1-5 played paddy cake with your pussy
But now its 6-12 and you bout to endure some of my cruel intensions
But what goes on behind closed doors should stay there
Well at least that’s what is expected
But I’ll leave those details out and post this while I can before it gets to X-rated and Facebook rejects it….
……Should I continue???
Time wasted is time lost
Playing shy and not letting your love interest know you exist is time lost
Time is of the essence
If it isn't... could someone please tell me how much time costs!!!
People focus too much on the material shit
Females be feeling the dudes that be living in public housing but still motivated to get the biggest rims that his hoopty can fit
Not downing a dude on da struggle but if that's what your into... I'm not that dude...
I'm 19 and I filled in the kidz spot of my life with goalz and motivez
As I said time is of the essence and I ran outta time for postponing
So I hope you tuned in
I heard Danger and the Truth bin spoonin'
My word words prolonging the big bang of my message is making this passage more and more suspenseful
I rather rattle your brain instead of making you read this then describe my work as resentful
But let me dip my spoon into your carmel sundae
Such a tasteful experience but still a stick situation
One day you'll realize that this is about you... you'll write a lil somethin' somethin' out of senseless retaliation
This is just me speaking my mind and releasin my thoughts after some deep meditation
Danger and Truth been spooning and now I'm saying shit as it is with no hesitation
Could this be classified as the 'Gospel Truth'
NAH!!! because there is no way that the Gospel can be behind the things i want to say and do
Committing adultery with facts and cheating on opinions
And after staying with the facts I lack interests in you opinions
Isn't speaking the truth worth it?
Or should I try my best to understand your trumped-up lies that are hard to interpret
Maybe you should stick with a regular sans-serif instead of tryna depict a simplified picture with your verbally scribbled cursive
I know you wouldn't catch that because like your lies your mind is all misconstrued
It simply meant stick to the truth instead of bending it all outta shape with the half truths and full lies that you like to use
Don't say one thing and mean another
Don't just say shit to say shit just cause you think it sounds clever
No matter what language you say it in I bet da truth still sounds better
So I dedicate this passage to being less passive
If you speak da truth the repercussions of your heinous actions will be less drastic
And your attempt to continue wit da truth tho the story is based off of a lie would be less tragic
So here are my truths...
I'm moving brand new
Moving with a fuck you attitude when I feel that I'm being lied to
I feel that telling the truth is full-proof
I rather hear truthful words that hurt than fibs that make me believe that everything is cool
This is my dedication to you fools... Keep it 100% TRUE
That's my #1 Rule
A man fights hundreds of times but cries twice
Im sitting here wondering what that kinda life is like
Im crying out da Paciffic because of this specific sparkle from my diamond is gone!
Missing the Mrs. like taking away da kiss from your favorite Kisses treats
Or the guts from Swisher Sweets
Or when your lips and the Swishers meet then over time it disappears because it burnt out like your love for me
You used to be my shoulder to cry on
The one that I relied on
But now you that reason why Im getting my cry on
You said you fell in love with what I used to be... I guess I gotta learn how to start doing me because you no longer feel like its meant to be
What am I to do in this cold world with nobody to hold me
I'm lost and have nobody to show me the way... You was the one that held my hand as we crossed the street
I'm so sad that I'm calm... So calm that its silent... The silence is killing me... Now I'm hearing your voice in the back of my mind and picturing you standing her infront of me
I must admitt facing this reality that you took away my shoulder to cry on is making me angry!!!
Maybe love lost leaves an opening for love to be gained
You might feel that the one that you love loves you for you but he barely remembers your name
You always seem to have the world’s burdens on your shoulders but all you need is you to maintain
If the world stops moving your stop breathing!
But not when you stop breathing should be when you stop grieving
Life is too short and you’re beating up yourself for no substantial reason because of an underhanded heathen
So could love me classified as a gun?
Can someone pull that trigger to cause your reactions though your life that is held in the balance is held second to none?
Are you gonna stand still and wait for the blessings to come?
Are you gonna hold down the same spot forever though you need to go to the ER and wait for the doctor to come?
To me it seems like you need heart surgery…
Or you just need therapy to learn how to make you heart operate normally
I like you just the way you are… Even more now than I did when you first stole my heart
I have the same hopes now than I did when I wished upon a star
You are my dream come thru…
You’re my living proof that there is an actual living example of the perfection of the word BEAUTIFUL
You sexy thing you! …Baby you know its true!
Inside and out… from your heart down to your birthday suit
You rock my world without laying your hand on me
You leave me busting my brain trying to figure out what it is exactly that you do to me
I want you for myself… I hate sharing when it comes to you… So you never have to prepare yourself to give me a negative reaction from asking you for a three or foursome
I will forever maintain and nourish this relationship with love to assure that it stays healthy and wholesome
Your lips and your smile… Everything that you can say I like or better yet love in a woman I see in you
I can never stop reminding you boo… You’re so damn beautiful!!!
You’re a diamond in a ruff situation where you don’t feel it is worth it and your starting to thing illogical
But I have faith in you
I see the strength in you to climb any mountaintop and hurdle over any obstacle
You’re beautiful!!!
I know you don’t hear it often enough so I’m taking matters into my own hands and making sure that you haven’t forgotten the truth because of your entrapment in a so called relationship
If another day is gone
Why should I carry on?
Maybe because I wake up to your used-to-be ring tone as my alarm and my pillow with the mixed scent of your perfume and the smell of my cologne
Or when I turn on the radio and its our favorite song... Marvin Gaye- Lets Get It On
No offense to my moms but its you I live through
You had my back no matter all da drama I got into
But now your gone and I have no one to lean to
Your brain was outta this world... that's why we connect in da mental
I miss your kiss baby...
Your lips were always so soft, warm, and gentle
But as I said your gone and I'm still here
As I try not to sit here and morn I can't help but wonder if you still care
Or if the love that you claim once was is still there
Claustrophobia is an ailment of mines but loosing you was my biggest fear
I would stop by to say hi... but I can't face the fact that I'm missing out on waking up next to such a beauty at sunrise
But if and when I do I promise I'm coming with full truths and no lies
Baby I love you and I want you to be the reason I smile
And I want my smile to shine so bright that it'll dry up those tears from you eyes
Its like -16 degrees outside
But we're here baking inside the kitchen with no cakes in the oven
Tenderly roasting your butter soft skin with the warmth coming off of my body
From your naturally sweet aroma I can tell that you love me
Out of more than infatuation I licked your bowl clean before I put your pan in the oven
As I test your progression with my thermometer your high temperatures reveals that your being cooked to perfection with the perfect amount of moisture in the middle
And the smacking sound of your sizzling surface coming in contact with mines lets the neighbors know not to come by asking to borrow sugar
When you have a natural gift like mines there's no timer needed
If I have to I'll check your temperature all day and constantly taste your sweetness to make sure your good for the eatings
Damn its hot in this kitchen!
Peeping-toms outside tryna look in and witness this warmth that they're missing
But ME and YOU are all we need for this perfect recipe
The steam from you body is fogging up the windows and making our audience members envy
But as they stare and watch I pull you closer to me like pulling a cake outta the oven
From the loves of the way you've perfected and the way you've satisfied my inner being all i could say is...
I can't to have you for dessert!
After a busy day
Sipping on a lil some'n some'n in a chilled and relaxing way
Reminiscing on all of God's beautiful creations that I had seen on my lunch break
I had some serious cravings like an explorer looking through a national geographic magazine
I swear today I seen some other most sumptuous and curvaceous forms of beauty my eyes have ever seen
But it was one on page18 that teased the hell outta me
Had me thinking if I could climb up her mountain top it would be such an adrenaline rush for me
I've been through K2 and Mount Everest but now its her mountains I want to climb
I would have to map out her slopes and use them to my advantage to reach her peak
If her weather conditions are good I'll probably go down under to come right back up and hit that peak again
I'm a lone soldier so there's no sharing this feat with friends
But flipping to the next page
I paid close attention while examining those caves
They looked like they were going through a drought and need my help to be saved before her walls crumpled and caved in
In my mind I'm like, “Don't worry my dear, I'll bring a firm foundation to hold up you walls while I drill, looking for your main source of water”
“...and I'll even bring my own supply to keep you nice and wet while I keep drilling to release some of that pressure and let your water flow out”
I'm lucky my foundation is water proof because it sure as hell would've drowned in your caves
I was retired before I climbed your mountain top and reached your peak but now I have the most perfect spot to bask in the sun
There's a beach, a mountain, and underwater caves
You would think we punctured a water bed by the way we flooded out your canyon
Walking through this hopefully lengthy hallway called life
Took another glance... Talking to the stranger beside of me, “I think I just seen my wife”
She the finest being I've seen in my life
So I introduced myself and the conversation went just like...............
“Excuse me miss, what's you name, where you from, can i come...” Sike!
I got too much pride to steal a line from a legend
I started it off with a smile with a pair of wet lips because that seems to be the 'ladies obsession'
I notice a smile back which is a sign of my progression
I ticket to my advancement to a seat closer to your heart
My mind is blank.. meaning no perverted images of your feet spread apart
I thought I was the predator but now it feels like a am the prey
I licked my lips and smiled trying to woo you but I ended up being pulled in by that smile on you face
I'm still on my journey towards you but I'm starting to feel so out of place
The thought of an icebreaker is bringing chills down my spine
Now my heart is racing and along that path I think I lost my mind
I'm thinking, “if I retrace my steps I think I can find it”
But while I'm doing that let me describe her for y'all...
She's a dime times whateva amount of numbers you need to multiply it by to equal the amount that the dollar bill with Obama's face is
She's what many females idolize and the reason they run to get face lifts
A perfect example of near perfection if not perfection to its full potential
I took this time out to describe her because it only makes this story a bit more suspenseful
But to conclude the story...
The path I raced on was lit so it was easy for me to retrace and got my mind back
But again my obsession with trying to woo you is where my mind's at
I can start it off with my name but I need to come up with something after that so that something can have my name's back
'Hi... My name is Georgie... What's your name...'
Thats whack!
Thinking... “Come on Georgie I know you can do way better than that...”
This pretty lady has my mind cooked
Speechless like I was I was teaching lessons from a mime book
At least now I know how the true meaning of a dime looks
Not knowing she was gonna steal my heart from her first words
I found my mind but had no clue where my words were
Now that I'm closer I see your lips, which gained a sudden thirst for
Now I'm at my floor seat
As close to your stage as I can ever be
I found my words now and as I was going to say it
You switched rolls on me again and started the conversation
Now that the tables have turned I have to regroup and come up with a new plan
I wanted to say something simple that would let her know that I want to put a ring on that left hand
Not something too aggressive
But still something that would show you that you would be giving your heart to the right man
Your strong winds broke up my icebreaker and switched up my flight plans
You had me from the first line... no need for a verse two
It started with a “Hey”
And I just came out and sang “Oh baby I want you... Baby I need you......”
At that moment I didn't even know your name
But the cords and tone of your voice instantly turned me insane
So I continued singing my love song, “Can you tell me your name”
Professing my love for you with high notes but I didn't care because I probably was already labeled insane
This story is to show you that this player done changed...
She caught me with her beauty and killed me with, “Hey...”
Pardon my French, because my next couple of words may come out indecent
I was locked on you like the doors at the precinct
You call me a pretty boy because I could never come out of my house dressing lesser than decent
Good conversations, nice smile, and other pluses is all I came equipped with
You made it seem like our relationship had a price tag and I was way out of your budget
Always expecting me to keep it real with you but you could never admitt that I'm the one that you are falling in love with
I told you about my past and the bright future that I'm gon' get
Never pressured you to do nothing
Showed you that the sex wasn't all that I wanted!
But, Why you always wanna be fronting with me is the one thing that I don't get!
Like the radio I was soooo in tuned to you
Having you near me put big smiles on my face like hearing somebody giving you a shout out on you favorite radio station
But now that your gone... I'm left here lifeless, alone in a room windows and the crack under the door is the only source of ventilation
But because you thought it was a game... I'm gonna put in my cheat code and bring myself back to life
I'm coming to the realization that you were not acting right
You beat on my heart like you should've been Joe Jackson's wife
You killed me once... What makes you think that I'm gonna want to see you in this afterlife?
My heart is my biggest offering that I can give... and the next person to get this gift better know that it'll be hard to get it as quick as they would want cause it's gonna be packaged tight.....
Thinking she’s fine, but not naturally gifted
That smile on her face, you gladly witnessed
Don’t smear that lipstick
So that kiss you went in for, she gladly missed it
Pound for pound makeup stacked like Lego’s
At twelve years old her makeup kit was hard to let go
Next day you waved saying hello
Then she smiles…
Her smile’s so bright it blinds your eyes
Superficial bitch!
You could of simply waved back HI!
She simply just a prototype
She’s simply not the simplistic type of girl I like
But you seem to like those bujie types
I need a real ass chick that’ll do me right
A down ass chick… not the type to put an end to my escapade like police spikes
She says, Hey you… cause she didn’t care to learn your name
Says OMG… so she doesn’t say the Lord’s name in vain
They say all girls are good under the sheets but not this bitch… if she starts to sweat her whole face done changed!
Really? …… Is that what you want?
Is this a girl that you could take home?
Introduce her to you parents and she’s only nervous because she’s gonna have to be hugging your mom
Don’t get me wrong… there’s nothing wrong with a lil blush and eye shadow
I don’t see why you gotta transform your face with makeup to win America’s Next Top Model
I used to be attracted to that type quite honestly
But I grew my ass up quick and noticed that the inner beauty is the best feature to me
Someone that can hold an educated conversation to go along with a sexy physic
Someone that I can represent themselves… and I would be proud of… and would want my momma to meet
Why try?
Or even bare Sizzla's dry cries
The tales seen by my eyes... ring out my compassion and lets my soul dry
So why try... and when I try you tell your white lies... and when you lie your words take aim and shoot... double homicide... you killed my heart and my mind... that why my soul died
I hate sticky places
So why should I stay in a sticky situation... or bare sad faces?
Life is too short for that
I'm telling you straight up... you testing my patience!
Am I too wrong for that?
Or should I be more subtle and less precise
Should I reword my thoughts just to come off nice
Should I spend my time yearning and waste my life
Hell Nah! I aint with that... I spit the truth you just gotta face that
Off the truth that I elude
Off the pain that you endure
Off the facts that extract from the diluted memory and withheld truths of you that are baring on my back
I'm just saying things to help you face yourself and your trumped up innuendos that help u fool yourself before you face the prevailing facts
So why try?
I just said it
I'm more of a giver and less selfish
Coming from a short but eventful background compared to your sensual status mines is less basic
Learned to be more of a winner and less hasty
I've learned to omit and eliminate the bullshit... in other words you and learn to be more patient
They say ain't no woman like the one I got
But I hope there ain't no other woman like the one in you
But don't take this as a wrong thing
Take this as a good thing
Because the fact that I took my time out to tell you all of your wrongs shows that I care and can see the good in you...
You got me feeling defensive like a 2 on 3
How you gonna try to pulling outta my life after running through my arteries and veins… like a new IV
You don’t even look like the same person… like a new ID
What the hell happened to you?
You know that I loved you and I still do
You totally flipped on me… I’m soooooo not feeling persona of the new you
Just from entering the room I used to make you smile like Lloyd Banks
Now-ah-days I hand you a cup of water… you just take it with no regard… not even a smile or thanks
After all this I gotta let it burn like Usher and grill your ass like MJ‘s ball park franks
We were the perfect couple
You were the paint to my canvas
You were the lace to my forces
I tripped and fell into your heart
Its too bad that now-ah-days you wouldn’t want to catch me
I remember the days you used to call me papi
I remember when you used to pass my class and stare and I would always make that eye contact a as u stood up there watching
I used to be your number one in life… but now I cant even but on your top on myspace
Whenever I used to go over to your place I would see a picture of my face
It used to be hung on your dinning room wall… I guess whenever you sat down with a plate the mere image of my existence gave your mouth a tang of distaste
Ya sure you gave me the business… I used to lie and brag and say it was the best I ever had
Im glad I didn’t pop the question
I don’t think I would wanna see you bi-polar ass making up wedding plans
Im glad I didn’t throw away my life’s saving and bought you that ring and my wedding band
With your broke expensive tasting ass I would had to dropped at least 100 grand
Its cool… Cause im good!
Call me The Georgie That Could
I could stay here and try to work this shit out
Or I could I could lie and tell you im about to go over the my other girls house and work that ***** out
Or I could do inflict pain on your ass and pull your weave out
But NO im sitting on here on the computer crying my eyes out
I signed-in on my myspace… clicked on your pic and what do I find out
You lied…
You conniving bitch…
Ya I said it… Fuck it!... though I’ve never called you out of your name before unless I called you Miss
Well yes Miss Bitch before I even call you and ask you what the f**k is this
But before I went outta control… I told myself in order for me to move on I gotta click “edit friends” and “delete” this bitch!
Was my conviction based on legalities
Or was it because "Da Man" is still mad at me
Well educated... Able to utilize prepositional phrases and metaphors logically
As they tried foreclosing on my hopes and dreams I can see my future colapsing
But before I relapse
I'm going to relax and release
I applaud you for attempt in trying to belittle me
But at the same time I feel sorry for you because of your loss and your grief
I didn't run away, mash the gas and burn tires
Stood up for myself and escalated my grammatical and biblical levels way higher
I can't be called a clown
Sure I was knocked down
But I got right back up and took the victory after the last round
The fact that you feel you are a God that walks amongst us
Proves that there is a God that rules above us
Not studying minor technicalities and penalties because he is a God of forgiveness and He truly loves Us
And you're just the catalyst that bring sorrow, heartbreak, and pain amongst us
Society...
Could it be...
That you have forsakened me in trying to turn my life into a tragedy
Molding me into the image you depict me as
"Just another broke nigga sleeping on the sidewalk on 16th ave..."
But I prove you wrong...
No I prove you right...
You created a separate set of rules prohibiting those to settle for your unjust actions causing them to not want to fight for what's right
You might be reading this and think that I swayed away from the topic at hand
But throughout this entire rights of passage everything that was said was based on "Da Man”
There are too many loopholes in this nation
So simply under God is where I stand
I just did some soul searching
Noticed I'm sitting in the dark, crying all alone... hurting!
Not physically
Somewhat mentally
But I can never be too certain because my mind is sooooo gone that the long journey to find it doesn't seem like its worth it
I'm writing this shit on purpose
Releasing my anger with my words and...
Keeping my car from swerving... into a lake or a puddle
I'm needing a random phone call telling me “I LOVE YOU”
Hell No... this isn't a suicidal note!
Its just something that I feel that I must do
To my anger I'm saying Bye, Bye, Bye!
But in the deep corners of my mind I'm saying Why, Why Try?
I'm thinking... How do I get my mind to be in sync with my words
How do I get the adjectives that describe me to coincide with my verbs... my actions
Like when I describe my mental instabilities caused my these atypical distractions
And as you can see
In speaking generally... to let my problems go free poetically is not a typical reaction
I'm just gonna keep my hospitality stacked and get rid of the bullshit like fractions subtracting
My love for you was co-signed by my hate for fakeness
Not only your curvaceous body but your will for greatness
So why do fools fall in love?
Is it because the simple thought of you watching me from across the room is making me blush
Is it because having my hands wrapped around your body is making me lust
But...I might have been a fool from the get go
But I've wizened up and learned to let go
They say love is pain but your presence is unbearable like strep throat
Ya you had me from hello and now I say goodbye
I mean I-I-I don't want to leave
And I also don't want to grieve
But still I dont want to see....... You again...
The mere picture of you painted in my memories disrupt me
As I stand here I say this abruptly
You will not be the death of me
With your blind eyes you will not see the best of me
Its like your the C and I'm the O
You stand here incomplete while I'm standing in front of you complete and whole
I'm shutting out all the bullshit while your left with a gaping hole
There was no ring attached to your finger so we don't have to break a contract so I'm gonna just pack up my shit and go
Yes ladies I'm flying solo
Not so low that you can't see me in the club watching you shaking your stuff and smack the nigga that's passing behind you from grabbing you butt
That's a no no
I won't put my hands on her cause I'm looking for love and not looking for lust
As I was towards her I see that I'M making you blush
Its obvious the DJ is doing his job because I asked her your name and as you answered I didn't hear a thing because the ringing from the highs of the speakers are making my ears throb
So I pull out the Sprint Treo and let it do its job
She put down her name and number and I said I'll you tomor'.. row
Could you imagine if I had never let go
If I had never let go then I would've been left home alone while my then girl was in the club dancing to get low
She's chanting to the windows to the walls
And I'm staring from the windows to the walls
Trying to find a clue not knowing that I just needed to take in a deep breathe and pause
Trying to hold it in my face turned pale and I just had to let go
You thought you could be a cover girl but you was just easy, breezy
No I'm calling out any names and I'm also not calling you sleazy
But just like my breathe I simply couldn't hold onto you forever
And now I'm happy with my wife to be
She's my oxygen pump and I'm breathing in only breathes of fresh air
the truth of todays events are tearing my heart apart
I wish I had eyes in my chest, so I could've seen this storm coming from a-far
looking deep inside my soul
for a second feeling total emptiness like i've taking possession of a blackhole
tryin to interpret my calling but totally confused like tryna read black ink off of a black scroll
feeling decieved like I knew Judas
i was once following the wrong path but now lookin back at the past feeling so foolish
no longer your favorite in ur eyes like burnt tulips
but it the day of the rebirth
so as He was I will be
my faith is what led me to write this
so from this moment I will follow the path of the righteous
we all are sinners
and through my father I pray that they be washed away like footprints on a windy day
its a new day
I can still see the cross but can't see the bouquet
I have forgiven those who have forsakened me
I'm the world champ I'm my mom's eyes, so why did it take so long for me to see the same in me...
For those that i've done wrong also take this as a sincerely, heartfelt apology...
I'M SORRY!!!
I lost myself to somebody that's oh so heartless
to u my dear this is something that you would rarely hear reported
I wouldn't say ur memories in my mind were deleted
I'll just say that they've sincerly departed
I sarcasticly said goodluck
but I really should've said good-riddens and goodbye
I'm glad I escaped cause all I would endure is ur bullshit and more lies
you stay with ur trickery
telling me dat u lovin me
but tellin others dat soon you'll be dismissing me
I'm writing this sympathetically
to me your simply pathetic be
you really must have lost ur mind but wen u find it you'll be realizing just how bad you've been missin me....
sitting here listening to Barry White
as i sit here i realize that Barry's right
u should be my first, my last, and my everything
baby we belong together like Barry's White
im feening for all the better things in life
im sensing a brighter future like the house, the cars, and you being my wife
yea i could sit here and brag about what it is that i would do
but my dear imma just let u know what i wont do...
i wont beat on you, curse at you, or push you offa me because i wanna be alone
i wont treat you like a house wife and make you use a toothbrush to clean every square inch of our home
i wont leave you for another woman because all our kids done moved out and have houses of there own
i wont be on my cell telling another woman to kiss me through the phone
and this is real!
im just sitting here letting you know just how i feel
what do you want me to lie and let the truth go and blow in the wind
or do you want me to keep it real with you and let you know that its your heart im trying to win
i got the song on replay
as i said im here listening to Barry White sing
and the last thing he said was, "Your My First. My Last, My Everything"
im lookin for a girl that holds her own
swagga outta dis world dat could neva b cloned
she aint gotta b flawless but she can't be da type-a chick who's hair could never b combed
am i so wrong... for havin needz and wants?
am i so wrong... wrong for wantin a girl that has only bin kissed by her momz, dad, grandmaz and auntz?
am i so wrong for takin the time out to notice your beauty?
am i wrong for loving the spinal tingles u put thru me?
nah im not wrong but i sure as hell would be wrong if i lied and said ur not looking beautiful today
am i wrong for being a bad guy tryna do right?
am i wrong when i didnt start it but i ended da fight?
i know im wrong for goin to sleep that night without sayin Goodnight
that's why im taking out this time tryna do right
me doin right by u
is right to me
if they take u away den i cannot breathe
if i cannot breathe then i cannot sing
if i cannot sing then your ears wont ring... with the comforting words that my love song will bring
but if my wrongs mask my rights
and my rights never see the light... just know that i tried
so for what its worth
Babe Goodnight!
yo seeing through the mist
i take another sip
thinking bout the good times
den i take another sip
by now i think you could tell dat i really like this shit
but not only from my drunkenness do i take time to reminisce
yo you gone my nigga
but NEVA forgotten
i miss does wack call-tones you used to have
i never understood why you got 'em
you always bussed flows about the stars and the moons
thatz how i know your looking down from da heavens
RIP to everybody that lost there shells
cause you still have your soul
i dont even trip no more
cause the memories are more precious than gold
so imma take one more sip of this drink called life
I hate goodbyes
so see you later
cause its not like we're everlastingly parted
Through the demise I open my eyes and shine
Taking in all my blessings
My heart opens up like a blind
Staring at the galaxy walls
Take in a deep breath and pause
Look over at my baby
Yeah, she got it going on
Poetry is floetry
Add this and take that
But what do you want more of me
I’m thinking is this meant to be
Experiencing God’s gift from heaven but was it sent for me
Tryna picture a perfect picture
But as my heart slows down
Catching up, my heart skipped a beat
Can’t believe this so my eyes closed down
Then they opened back up
Captivated by love
Feeling like I got on a blind fold now
I’m in the presence of my Mrs. Majesty
My knees crumble and I can’t help but take a bow
